Did I really think I was going to keep this as just a witchy journal back on the path to spiritual satisfaction?

AAAAHAHAHAHA

No, this is just the dumping ground for all the things that won't make it onto my Facebook page. Mostly it's because when I decide to write, I write. So my daily good-morning post turns into a 1300+ word diatribe on healthcare for the disabled during a pandemic.

Disabled. Dis-abled. Not fully able. Active disabled as my therapist puts it.

No, no J. Do not fall down that rabbit hole. Stop reading 42 U.S. Code § 12102 - Definition of disability and get what you want out of your head OUT.

Uh. Mental health. Active Disability. Dysmorphia. Dysphoria. Plastic surgery. Raw photo project.

I'm making these notes because I keep getting distracted (easy when I've forgotten my ADHD meds and I'm in a fibro flare) but I don't want to lose this thread completely.

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